Thursday, November 29, 2007

When darkness falls

When darkness falls
Thursday, Nov 29, 2007

Where does one turn to when the shroud of night falls
When the trials of life threaten to overwhelm your sanity
And not even those closest to you realize the impending darkness?

There is courage against the unknown.
The will to stand and face whatever stalks night,
Knowing that your best efforts may not be enough,
But still ready to face your fate nonetheless.

There is fear for some. The darkness brings with it terror.
Of the unknown, the unseen, or perhaps simply it's
Primal instinct to loath what you do not understand.
To flee from possible danger seems the wisest choice.

There is uncertainty for others. Doubt of what may lie there,
Waiting in the darkness, or it may be doubt of one's own abilities.
To stand and fight or to run for cover? These are the choices,
And no matter which path one takes, life is altered forever.

Then finally there is indifference. The point when your heart feels nothing.
When it is stripped of all emotion, the end result doesn't matter.
Victory and defeat are words with no meaning to them.
No matter the outcome, you just want to remember how to feel again.

Monday, November 26, 2007

Completing our minds

Completing our minds
Monday, Nov 26, 2007

What is the Question that nobody knows?
For we all know the Answer.
And that eludes none.
For no man, woman or child may figure the Question
Unless they do not know the answer

But deep in the minds of the people
There is knowledge none will find
For unless the question’s answered

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Is it time to leave?

Is it..time to leave?
Saturday, Nov 24, 2007

When talks become superficial
And feelings turn artificial
When you think twice before you call
Then do, yet say nothing at all
When you feel empty all the time
And all your poems start to rime
When you miss someone who's not there
Or is around, yet does not care
When you try hard to make it last
Yet see yourself part of the past
When you fail the tricks in your sleeve
Then it is surely time to leave...

Sunday, November 11, 2007

for your sky is blue

I know not how to lift your spirits
Nor do I know how to make you smile
Even so, I pray night and day, day and night
That you can make it through the trials

When it comes down to you and me
There is a difference much too large
You and I stand on the edges of two cliffs
Between us lies the vastness of space and its stars

Yet you, with your sky of blue, can see me
And I, with the tears I cry, can see you

I wish I could send you the brightest pair of wings
Package them in a box and send them across to you
To you, with your sky of blue, as a small gift from me

I wish I could help you soar with those wings
Maybe then you could smile again
If only I could help you, with your sky of blue
Perhaps you will be able to smile then

But there's a distance here on these cliffs
And it lies between you and I
It's much too large, much too big
It's just as vast as the sky

Yet you, with your sky of blue, can see me
And I, with the tears I cry, can see you

I wish things weren't so awkward or so odd
So that I could send my care without second thought
And maybe then, just perhaps, it wouldn't be so hard to talk

I think there is a chance, perhaps, maybe
I just really am taking this in too deep
I'm lifting up my hopes, higher than the sky
I'm going to lift my dreams because I can fly

This distance cannot be crossed
There's just no possible way
Even if I could have wings
There's no chance I would be safe

For you, with your sky of blue, can see the truth
And I, with the tears I cry, can feel the truth

Being Vulnerable

I love you because you want me to be me
and no one else.
You give me confidence to be who I am.
You appreciate me.
I love you because you support what I choose,
despite whether it's what you want or not.
I love you because you are willing to try,
and you don't give in to "what if"s that float around.
I love you because even when you aren't around,
you make me smile more than anyone I know.
I love you because you call me gorgeous,
and when you say it,
I believe you.
Even if I didn't feel gorgeous before.
I love you because you treat me like I'm someone,
not an object,
Like I have value,
and I don't have to prove myself to you.
I love you,
because whether you realize it or not,
you make me feel like you love me too,
And you don't even have to say it.

Monday, November 5, 2007

....not yett through

....not yet through...
Monday, Nov 5, 2007

Close enough
Yet far away
Acting tough
Yet feeling grey
Winter feeling
Cold as ice
Do the dealing
Throw the dice
No more bluffing
No more games
Swiftly snuffing
All the flames

Close enough
Yet far away
The hunt is rough
I'll spare the prey
No more I's
And no more you's
I fear the prize
I need to lose
I'm lying there
Inside a pit
It's quite a scare
But i need not to quit

Friday, November 2, 2007

wait...why?

wait...why?
Friday, Nov 2, 2007

Why wait?
Why wait for him to ask you?
Why wait to be unnoticed?
Why wait while every body moves on?
Why wait, hurting and alone?
Why wait without a freind to call?
Why wait?