breaking silence

Thursday, Aug 24, 2006

Here I go again...
tryin' to find the words
I fail to say before....


I miss writing to these blog...I am feeling the desperate to freak out & shout so loud right no..so many things are getting through my head...I can't begin where & to whom....

I have realized.."Kaya ko naman pala eh..." that was the sad part, i am learning not to keep missing the person as i used to..

before, i am totally confident & sure where would these feelings lead to..but now...i am contented...AS ALMOST AS..

I have so many things to do...i can't keep on letting those tears fall, i am afraid...i am so HOLLOW

I have to pick the peices where I have left them & start...I can't now...but I have to..in time...

Life is really a paradox...you can't always have what you delicately keep...eventhough you tried...eventhough it was worth it...


The thing that really stuck in my throat was...again I AM ALONE...i am free but yet in solitude...i would risk to be caged but yet much happier in the inside than setting myself free...adrift...nowhere to go..have nothing to feel