Dearest soulmate,
It is silly to write to someone I
don't know- literally, I still don't know you. Maybe we may have seen
each other or passed each others lives or maybe I don't have the
oppurtunity to know you yet. I have searched for you for several
times but to no avail was not yet found. Somewhere in my life I have
lost hope and settled for less than I deserve for the thought I was
losing time. I am sorry my dearest, I was weak and in my time of my
weakness the consequence was myself being destroyed. I am not saying
these to blame you of my actions but I want you to understand where I
have been.
I hope deep in my heart that you would
recognise me despite my defensive walls- I hope that your heart
would recognise my heart beating wildly and barely hanging for you.
I hope you will not give up easily on me. I am sorry for the decision
I might made to keep my heart protected and keep my soul safe but
please I beg you to fight for me. I know I have much love to give
and this vast space of emptiness will only be filled by you. So
please fight for me..fill it, I would like to be full and bursting-
only you have the capacity to do that.
I am also aware that in your life you
may have been hurt somehow or have been feeling empty just like me.
My heart bleeds that someone may have hurt you or you have been
feeling empty all this time. I am sorry for taking shortcuts and
detours; for making you wait. I am sorry for not coming right away to
be there for you but I want you to know I have my entire lifetime to
make up for it. I will make up for it in everyday and in every breath
and in every being of my soul.
In every choices I make today, please
know that I am making and paving my way to come to you. I am making
all the possible lines to come and touch your hand and kiss your
sorrows away..know that I have been envisioning how you would look
like and feel like beside me...more steps honey.. liitle more and we
will see and feel each other. Please wait...please fight for me and
please stay with me. I know it will be all worth it. I am loving you
more and more unfathomably each day. I have been living for you..see
you very soon.
Loving you deeply,
ann
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