God's Scolding Moment

These past few weeks, i stomped my feet when I didnt have my way instead of humbly kneel in front of God..I whined and cried as loud as I can & asked "why again?"...I accused him for being mean nd insensitive that he doesn't have pity on me coz ,I've gone through so much..of all people "why me again?"I was angry and throwed rants at him "why me?why this?what do u want more out of me?" it was so draining that nothing was left inside of me anymore..then he quietly said "are you finished now?sit down with me and take a rest, be patient and you will see how I beautifully prepare your life... just like what u do with your paintings..u always start fr sketch nd never hold down your ideas..haven't you seen my work? though it is blurry but the pieces are together, it will be a masterpiece soon..u can now start to paint the way you want it ,on the time you want it with the people you like to part with..but for now lets sit down nd let see.."He extended his arms so many times for me to see I refused to do so coz I cant accept his new perspective but when he patiently sat down and listen to my rumbles and as I got tired of stomping my feet, i looked at his way..then everything went blank..i felt nothing anymore, no resentment, no pride, no anger, no hurt, no doubts and no fears..he have always wanted me to take a leap with his ideas, even from the start he have always wanted me to relieve whats inside my head thats been kicking me in the curb and inside my heart where I kept locking in the inside..when I start to see his way, everything looked different..every burden I have vanished just like that..it was as if there was nothing to begin with..i began to understand why?how?and what?I smiled and he said"so stop whining, I have given you so much and I know you can give so much as well..use it...do not be afraid for I am always here..just sit there, be silent and let me do the work, for the time will come you have to do yours..I know you can give so much more..I have prepared him for you as much as I have prepared you for him"..:)