Kicked nellie's ASS today!

courtesy of Molly by Stratejoy

I have read her manifesto today thereby, I was so inspired by her words.It makes me want to follow and pump myself more for my dreams. So I will be laying my plan for today, I will not have timeline but I will build goals for each month.

I am very much hopeful in achieving my goals for every month and very much excited in becoming the GUTSY woman that I wanted to be.

But I will follow her suggestions because I think it is logical. The first step CONNECT WITH SELF.

She pointed out questions that I should answer, but I would like to check my answers after a mos if it changes for me or there are other things that I want to change or add for myself.

If I absolutely strip myself, free from things that define me as a person..remove my title as a nurse, remove my profession, my friends and families Who am I?

I felt like all my life I was expected to do alot of things, be a lot for all the people around me but I never sorted myself: WHO AM I?

For a moment this is what I know:

I am a strong resilient woman, my power lies on the way I think, I am cautious to what I should think and therefore cautious as what to say.

I am a very opinionated person, I never run dry from words. I always have the opportunity to say at the right way I know how and if that opportunity doesn't come: I make the opportunity.

I may seem meek at the outside but I never run from my battles though I hate battles and disharmony.

But I would like to connect to myself even more....before my goal was to be over what happened and get myself back..but now my goal is :MOVE FORWARD AND CELEBRATE LIFE THAT IS GIVEN TO ME.

WHAT DO I HAVE TO OFFER?

I have been thinking about this: my unconditonal support, my loving care, my high spirt that uplifts other people, my attitude of never say no to opportunities, my love for simple things and adornment in grand things. My infallible understanding & when I say something I stand for it.

WHAT MAKES ME EXTRAORDINARY?

hmmmm..just being myself, that alone makes me extraordinary!!!!I know I have some quirks and whims!I am not a prefect person. I get angry, irritable and speak foul words when I felt like it. I did lied, cheated and done wrong to those people that I love the most. But at the same time I still feel and know I am extraordinary.

WHAT REPELS ME?WHAT ATTRACTS ME?

I dislike people who pushes away people, who are bullies and selfish. I dislike people who are dishonest and tries to sugar coat realities. I hate people who make promises but never fulfills it as much as I hate people to says they are sorry but they never understood what they were sorry about.

WHAT MAKES ME FEEL ALIVE?

Painting makes me alive!!Doing something new and extraordinary, being in a different place and travelling to unknown territory brings tingles in my spine.

"I am more than enough!" that will be my mantra when I feel down just like today and the other night.. I will repeat "I m more than enough!"...I have completely let go now. I have made efforts to comfort him but i am making efforts to comfort and take care of myself. That's kicking Nellie's ASS!

That's celebration of LIFE!

Pump out my JUICE:

Things I learned today NEVER let anyone allow to kicked me out easily nor push me aside like I am dispensable because in reality: PUSH ME ASIDE WHATEVER YOU LIKE BUT YOU WILL NEVER FIND SOMEONE LIKE ME AGAIN.

NEVER comfort someone who doesn't deserve to be. Always comfort and take care of your being and do things for yourself rather than thinking other people.Its about time to FIGHT BACK FOR ME!